my letter to Robert Downey Jr
I sit and wonder every day these days and think to myself. Why HIM? I never expected him to be so in demand. I had a psychic vision of a guy who has to rescue a boy from a bunch of amazon warriors and one trip after another led to about 20-30 versions of the most exciting thrill ride of a movie and all of its spin offs. Robert plays the part so well. Not to mention his character helped me wrestle from the darkest moment of my life. Meanwhile An un earthly ache wrestles with my discipline to even think like one human.I see his family and I think Man he sure spends a lot of the time alone. Of course his wife wants their privacy I really get that.
I have no privacy I'm always dealing with someone noticing what im doing talking it over and programming . I haven't felt alone in 5 yrs
At all.
Since this ordeal began, I've been unable to communicate with simple files made for human communication in my own brain because they were so riddled with horrifying filth.
A computerized mayhem was unleashed on my brain. Occasionally they work and now days, thanks to the clone im building from his likeness they are working even better.
Do you ever wonder why Robert Downey Jr was so appealing to me?
His come back.
Before then, I vaguely remember him from the movies until this contraption of course.
I feel the same sense of thrill for Westley Snipes as well.
Robert was given a second chance and he ran with the ball and never let go.
I want that second chance as well.
In the last year of this 5 year struggle Ive managed to write a great story where before I never had the creative juices to even try. Sure a meaningful blog here and there but a movie?
I knew I had to get it on copy some how before my brain was too far gone for me to care anymore. I had to make this movie so.. It made sense.
I would run through scene after scene with his likeness along with Jack black.
While the world was being strong armed around me and being convinced I had schizophrenia. Just to bury evidence.
I had to show them this technological marvel and silence the critics to save my life. Those people used me for a guinea pig and tormented my brain.
I somehow Identified with Tony starks delema in the cave.
My cave? Was a town of people trying to use the device to silence me. The suit? MY Escape plan?
My productivity on this movie and Inventions Song writing and comedy And maybe my ART. I was becoming a SAVANT!
You dont just hold down an Inventor.
Now for some reason the harsh part of reality Is I have to educate yersokul the symbiont the finer points of How difficult just talking to these people can be.
Even though Im filled with never being rejected by some of the largst players in my area. It just feels like I can just go on over to his house and ring the door bell and great him.
I realize you have to go through agents and managers etc I'm used to dealing face to face with clients. am I delusional?
NO.
Some of the lesser personalities that are driving me in this direction are.
So my hopes are up.. now and then. And I read about Hollywood being so rough on you your first time out.
My Angle.. do it before I die.
Along the way I'm working on this brain project of my own.
The local towns folk have been very helpful in delivering some of the most scary one liners and text samples that wont be going away.. And that's a good thing. Gang stalkers are good for something anyway. predictability.
Remember the Pink Panther movies? every day Im answering the phin.LOL
Robert Downey Jr Is one of the most sought after celebs out there.. SHESHE RIGHT?
Not that I want to be remembered THAT much as a fan.. I want to talk like a peer.
So heres the plan.
Remember the movie "The Pickup Artist"?
I learned one lesson from that movie I applied some of it today.
I basically try and try to go up against un Imaginable Odds Knowing I will fail. The reason? Practice for the one that comes along who IS worth my time.
Right now I'm getting a taste of a controlled attack on my nervous system from a rival.
I'm alone in this fight. but not outgunned.
I have a huge advantage that I would rather not use.
But I have to
Evidence of a bunch of people trying to program this very real device to murder someone.
Making them Conspirators in a murder investigation.
Not to mention getting caught in making me do things that would Put their families and children at risk.
If it weren't for my quick wit and need to be so vocal about it It would have turned out a lot worse.
I'm not going to stop at Robert Downey Jr .. as I program more articulate responses into this HUD I'm assuring that Ill retrain my damaged brain enough to regain my composure when speaking among most people.
The Screen Actors Guild should be aware of this and pave the way for me to be properly trained. Or they risk faulting on the wrong side of history.
I'm sure on this special case there isn't that big a deal If they can be remembered as heroes.
If not they will be remembered as people compliant in covering a community effort to pirate software from the US Govt and abuse a citizen to the point of torture.
allowing for money laundering human trafficing and controlled substances to be used for the commission of criminal activity. While trying to Make my brain obey scripts that would have Quote Made me make love to Babies. I caught a script doing its thing in here that wanted to replay a sound again and again. I will Make love to people of the people of the people of the people. I will Make love to babies from 2 to 98
with words for Happy that resulted in my Erection.
and only one go to word for every ailment I could describe.. schizophrenia..
If i tried to say passive aggressive disorder or even the words " being depressed" It would have tried to make me say schizophrenia.
I Identify With Robert Downey Jr Is to reach out to someone who would have understood this plight.
I've overridden a lot of the syntax in this program and have yet to erase some of the control words in here that give into someone elses control.
Someone like Robert Downey Jr could have hired me to pull a rake for crying out loud and trained me with a specialist to get it fixed the right way.
The local Medical community here cant be trusted.
As they are involved.
I want to pay for my medical treatment.
My own specialist.. the local Establishment would just have me doped up and hidden away and ruined.
As they did to my brother.
What I want from Robert Downey Jr is a mentor ship a commission to do a project for him somehow or a Job In his firm doing work with his crew.Perhaps working with someone he finds annoying but effective in aiding in the transition from poor homeless life to being self sufficient with this device."something"
I'm working on a 3d Marvel Model sculpture with hidden image art carousel. Mobil.
I have to show Parents of my community and everywhere that this enemy cant win..Someones Kid out there is being unfairly accused for going up against them. someones Mom someones Dad someones aunt uncle niece nephew are at risk of being un fairly tormented and tortured by the group that's doing this to me.. The local Lawyers firm who Spawned Mathew Cartwright the congressman are afraid of getting involved.
The Mobbish group that made me suffer,They see me as a big example to make so that people will be afraid to fight back. My success Is a shining beacon to people everywhere who want to stand up to these people. The Bad guys know this.
what are they doing to me? thinking it would be an easy win by programming me to hunt kids for sexual conquest!
why? to satisfy a prejudice in the local church? to experiment with a device also meant to make me consider killing a Senator?
Its a psychic communication device with an attachment to the brains visual cortex and imaging center. It works with your photographic memory area of your brain.
can monitor multiple languages at once and was used to convey horrible videos and pictures to my brain to get it to start up! figuring I would never dare to complain! These people have been experimenting on my family for years since I was a kid.!
thy made me experiment one night on my own 1st born son!
I didn't realize what happened at th time but now days I do. all so that later they would be able to extort me.
I will never shut up. and I will be the luck charm for the one who stands up for me.
Nothing encapsulates my feeling more than the casino scene in One Of Roberts Movies where He embarrasses a killer and saves Molly Ringwalds character from being killed.
All this time I figured Robert Downey Jr to be somewhat approachable.. Seems If I don't at least try.. to call Him a Dega or a Bonnaceli or something this will be for nothing.
Be on my side and be on the good side of history.
Rosa parks can claim the same thing for people these days cant she.
Please help me. My brain Isn't able to type much right now in the right fashion because the program is weighing the lines of text that will serve to hurt my situation.
I sent you a letter In the mail.. I gave out my contact info so that you could review my background check
The locals are afraid of me now.
so take me away from them so they wont have to worry about them dealing with my loud mouth. I'm sure Orange county doesn't care no one there got caught in trying to make me kill people kids senators or tried to hide it with my murder.
I am pressing charges when I get it all together.
please forgive me for this terribly written letter I'm very Upset. and not playing games.
161 64 2762
Melissa Adrain Bonet
Francis Adrian Bonner III
216 Lincoln St
Dickson City Pa
18519
570 877 1769
Im pretty sure honesty will win out her and expidite the situation.