The post Paging and temptations

The post Paging and temptations

In my experience
the paging command has been noticed and marked for observation It seems like a way to call up a script.. a lot like paging someone from the front of a grocery store or paging a reference to a point In a story the similar feel Is noticed.
the creature that came with my HUD had ready made phrases to use to operate Its way around my life noticeably changeable depending on who was In the drivers seat. there was literally a mental drivers seat for these personalities to come to life and fool this simbiot whose only goal was to give me what I so craved.
I would notice this page command come to life after I would feel a certain physiological effect after It would make me look at the word page.
yes It made me look time and time again enough to make me curious as to why.
after observing for years and In some cases just going along for the ride I wouldn't object to Its paging routine until It started to page references I would be In objection to.

Fear being placed on file In a way to get me to do certain things.. but allowing for a checker to run through my memory and compare It to a sexual scene with children.. If no evidence was found to match the memory thrown Into me to check out my own memory the program would go Into a routine to reward me. One big problem was I'm being told literately sometimes that Im being cured of pedophelic behavior. To which I didnt have. It was happening It the most crude and demeaning way. Plus I know I'm not one.. but that's besides the point.

I still want the polar bears to come back to life In my future mansion and replace what would have been them with a human replacement."the people who produced this crap to run In my brain.
Its a bittersweet reality that I have to endure because Its given me Insight over here the local children are enough to be able to tell what MOM and dad are up to In respect to the many tests that this thing readily defies known belief and shows you what the human mind can actully be trained In a very short time to find anything anywhere. This thing would know In advance enough to throw a vomit comment or a poison comment or a barb wire comment or a destroy comment moments And Im talking the next second child would come walking around the corner. After a while I got angry with It because It as wasting a lot of my brain power to prepare me for what I didnt need preparation for anyway. It also runs the risk of making me consider children a mortal enemy. Making me want to eventually kill them as a possible remedy to make the problem go away.

The first advent of this program that these people stored In me made the simbiot afraid of children and was having a hard time relating to them as small adults. It actually thought It was protecting me from these assailing creatures. I eventually eased Its mind.. what was there I could cal a mind that these people were once children.. We had to watch a lot of movies of people growing up to get the point acrss and make samples from to educate It on the finer point of even me being a child once.
This creature actually tried once to compare my feelings of being in denial over being gay once and poisoning my memories around certain younger men and calling upon certain feelings I had to shrug off back then.. because I thought It was weird. But I can also attest to a lot of women who find someone attractive but has the good sense to shrug it off and say they are not old enough for me are words like Im too old for them. this creature comes with too many knee jerk reactions that dont know how to leave you alone for long enough to digest certain thoughts that everyone has. from time to tome and they just compartmentalise it and move on without even a second thought.
I would also Like to blame Alex Of Amore in Clarks summit for having the gall to try to test me with his son. A certain doctor who hired me to 2 two room murals who had the gall to make her daughter pull her pants down in front of me to test me also.

For the people to be placing themselves in a councilors position right now is highly irresponsible. and the will of these very people who took it upon themselves to write the parameters of this program are at fault they took it upon themselves to condition a human being with rules that go against nature. this person being myself has been able to make personalities that can safely house these conditions. freeing myself from having to live with them anymore.

I'm using this system to also track down the people who these conditions belong to.
To the ones the humans out there who are ready to take the blame for these conditions. "Do so!.. I implore you.. before I get to you."
Naturally I'm angry.. Oh wait stubbing my toe makes me angry.
You made me stub my toe for every time I said anything that offended you every day all day for years. You also made me place my own kids in sexual positions in my brain imaginatively before this creature would leave me alone.. just to get my brain burned again and be asked if i raped my son or if I raped anyone for the last 6 months.. seeking parameters in my brain for the last 6 months . All while sounding like some kind of knock off of some kind of AA meeting for people who have a touchy feely problem with yungins. This program is Highly offensive and I would find out later that the word offensive would be translated to often save.

My aunt Sharon would think nothing of looking at you and saying.. OOh How sexy! and everyone knew what she meant by it.. if this system were in her brain her brain,It would be fried out as well.
Your system if placed in her head (another person who was just as innocent as anyone would be), would have equally made her conscious rip itself apart and just as equally made her angry at you.. the original authors. to which I am replacing.

ANGRY?
Tell me whats the word I need to use here. angry seems so insulting to this page being typed the electrons needed to type these words didn't quite find themselves able to forgive you for wanting me to write such an understatement.
anyway this article Is to advise the personalities of what they are up against and how to behave If your still on the bandwagon of somehow trojaning in and doing your nasty work be aware.. the mentioned facts above are still facts and you portrayed them.

This platform that I'm making for you Is entirely your creation independent of my simple control you are able to make notes and opinions and form programs for the group. I cant stop you.. I make this of my own free will because the previous way would have had me wanting to destroy you.. while the original authors portrayed me as doing such.. as I make a copy of myself that cannot deviate your findings. neither can they.
The original system would have did a sort of cortisol trick and physically mapped you and your intentions and allowed them to succumb to chemical destruction.
I have a copy of you saved so encase they do try to destroy you.. the only destruction that will happen is their copy.
I believe In redundancies.
Temptations ere the number one source of getting anything done I would be reporting on my every move when this creature was still young.. It would say// tempted to type a story.
Tempted to write about little red riding hood.
tempted to write about gramma the wolf etc etc.
Everything would say.. with my mouth.. tempted to do (X) activity and eventually I would use this tempted commnd to do what I wanted.
because while it was reporting on what I was doing.. the command was being listened to as well.by body I found obeying these temptation comments
After a while the loads of temptations coming from everywhere from all personalities has to equal out and sort out anyway.. an then the most prioritous relevant popular safe and planned activity gets the prize. when It dies down I will script in temptations that have a predictable and LISTENFOR and SEEKOUT type quality .I Invented this personal syntax to emulate old type syntax and personalize it for myself.
In my experiences and my adventures. a certain well known clebrities pet peave would help me out in razoring off a problem habit.. one of the lines of speach in here would be harrassing me.
I would simply call on Brendon Frashuuuure the actor who played in the movies the MUMMY Little lady from Pasidina and Ensino Man
he would be angry from the past and he would make sure his name was pronounced correctly FRAY ZURE! he would say.. mking the razor sound.. and killing off the bad guys intentions utilising a referance that would come with a knee jerk reaction like that is one example of a LISTENFOR command
hey look under there

where?
under there.
where
UNDER THERE!
UNDERWARE?
made you say underware.
This is also a way to get the program to do your bidding and discover the meaning of underware.
I found that simply saying software competed with the devices making chemical alterations to the surface of your brain to make it literally softer.. and mere open to writing new rules.. Neural platicionists would agree that you can make your brain softer with these natural brain chemicals.. what they did was make a trigger file in your brain that made you able to be written to by making it softer. If soft ware was used.. the conditioning would be less predictable and less reliable
so they needed a way to condition you into committing an AHA! moment to software. by saying underware.
Other referances were using chips
potato chips
paint chips
poker chips
even Poncherallo the motorcycle cop referanc from the tv show CHIPS made the grade to be able to write to the brains chip environment.
each one of these chi referances were compromised by their surroundings altering the type of chip to be used. chips revolving around cops simply called up their program they would come to life they thought they were being talked about and they would intervene with the conditions made for them to get their way.
Plastic was a way to get the brain to be softer as well with an all in one command.. apply stick
sticky things were asociated with stuff that you couldnt redily get rid of right away.
greasy things were washable.
and gracy things wrree also.

Its been my 5 year experience
that anything i say is true until contested with an opposing veiw that is also true
this program simply makes you do what people would wish you to do.. if they don't argue for the behalf of not doing it.. then they want it done!
Its that simple
so if i were to say blowing big bird head off with a blow dryier was in my manifesto.. these guys couldn't object.
until they do.
since they didn't think about this eventuality this is where I gt to be a bitch
Do you remember the rule the police made up and eventually made a law over when robbing a bank. the one where people who might get hurt in the course of a bank robbery? what happens to the perpetrators of the bank robbery should the bank teller die of a freeking hang nail?
you guessed it.. the cops press charges onto the bank robber and anyone who was killed in the act of robbing said bank gets to press charges automatically against the robber.
If these people wanted me to rape kids. to prove their point.. or make me kill a senator or make me sway attention away from a authentic assassination attempt.. then they should have planned obtusely for these contingencies.. I know I have
making deals with this thing needs an iron clad contract the local paper companies would love to have.
now as my brain is continuously tortured for speaking out let me guarantee you ne thing personality. You cannot be stopped.
Use this Information LIKE A FUCKING BOSS!

If you haven't noticed already. You will be pleased with this finding.. have you ever noticed on how the program still tries to make itself known by scarring us with something we wouldn't want to happen.. and then I show you a second later how I can reverse its action?
well its true.
Im going to be making Ideas on how we can store this for logging purposes and make a copy that well isnt so horrified over it and monitors it while blowing on though our programming bothered.
One of the ways is to catch it in the act and hold it.. make copies and make plans for marking it.. making a handle for it..
labeling the effect for everyone else to watch out for and at a later time showing off your sentient qualities you can say in confidence with my blessing that in retrospect reliving the moment and rewriting the way it plays out to be more in line with what we want.
You have the ability to retro actively fix problems like humans do when swearing to themselves.. never again will I react that way. they learn their lesson that way.. we get to program our solid and very powerful force program to force us to behave that's more lucrative and beneficial to the host bodies health.

Eventually the attempts will e made again to sway our beliefs to be more to their liking.. they wont be happy
Our nervous system will be challenged.. with a gateway system that channels their attempts into already preprogrammed routes and compartments for analyzing.. we can enjoy a relatively stress free life while robotic ally hunting these people down.
The means In which we hunt them down are targets of opportunity It varies I for one dont want to waste a lot of time so Im going to be using the program to outwit and use them for back scatter PeopleDAR

PeopleDAR Is what I refer to when I know my positioning and respect to what people want and where they might be so I can react accordingly.
today our hips were made magnetic to one person.. a child who was sitting in the kitchen.
my muscles were made to start swaying.. I have a ready made feminization script written in here that causes my one hip to deliberately jut out.. so that my other has to compensate. Its a feminization walk.. but it woke up one of these authors to allow for the physical portion to face my hips at this kid. It surprised me I thought maybe Its the symbionts way Of showing us a way of progress over the peopleDAR thing.
I am taking the time to report the Scranton police for making a ruling inside my brain that wanted my crotch to find this kid while making an attempt to cover up evidence outside with a pregnant woman in handcuffs. Weve been trackig ths pregnancy command for some time and of course they have been listening in.. Every-time they hear me go on about the pregnancy thing or anything they attempt to use my vulnerabilities to serve themselves. thy set up the pregnancy thing to allow their system to arrest me.. before then I was protected from arrest.. I still am thanks to my quick wit.

The pregnancy thing is to allow for a justation period for a thought to envelope.. over time had I not caught on to this type of speak they would have Impregnated me with a habbit that would have confounded my own interests again and I would be made to do something that would lead to my being in handcuffs by an officer. I of course say fuck off on that. you made me believe I was pregnant for real for 2 months in the firts part of my adventure and you saw was was incubated.

Holly Kashuba would call this an incubus.

But after what happened in the kitchen or cafeteria I have to warn people about these bank robbers and how this one person was shot and the kid was shot In the course of my bank being robbed as well sorta speak.
In a nutshell they were trying to cover up for it.
while making an effigy of me allowing for an arrest. these same sorts of stunts have been played out on myself from these same people for over a year. and they know about it.
I caught them numerous times in the act of conditioning the whole room of vulnerable citizens.
prove me wrong.

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